Did you know how much I love you?

Mrs Fiddes says I am a SUPER STAR

Well, you're my friend and can you see,
Many times we've been out drinkin',
Many times we've shared our thoughts,
But did you ever, ever notice, the kind of thoughts I got?

Well, you know I have a love, a love for everyone I know.
And you know I have a drive to live, I won't let go.
Can you see this opposition comes risin' up sometimes.
That its dreadful imposition, comes blacking through my mind.

And that I see a darkness.
And that I see a darkness.
And that I see a darkness.
Did you know how much I love you?
Is a hope that somehow you,
Can save me from this darkness.

Well, I hope that someday, buddy, we have peace in our lives.
Together or apart, alone or with our wives.
And we can stop our whoring and pull the smiles inside.
And light it up forever and never go to sleep.
My best unbeaten brother, this isn't all I see.

Oh, no, I see a darkness.
Oh, no, I see a darkness.
Oh, no, I see a darkness.
Oh, no, I see a darkness.
Did you know how much I love you?
Is a hope that somehow you,
Can save me from this darkness.

flume

Mrs Fiddes says I am a SUPER STAR
Flume
I am my mother's only one It's enough I wear my garment so it shows Now you know Only love is all maroon Gluey feathers on a flume Sky is womb and she's the moon I am my mother on the wall, with us all I move in water, shore to shore; Nothing's more
Only love is all maroon Lapping lakes like leary loons Leaving rope burns -- Reddish ruse Only love is all maroon Gluey feathers on a flume Sky is womb and she's the moon 

hace años que escribí esto, hoy me lo he vuelto a encontrar.. pero ya no tengo pena:)

Mrs Fiddes says I am a SUPER STAR
el dijo... señor policia he dejado todo... he dejado mi trabajo mi casa,,, lo que no decía en esa declaracion en la aduana que habia dejado el corazon y se habia llevado otro...matando y arrastrando todo a su paso... si el polici SUPIESE SU DELITO LO DETRENDRIA Y CONDENARIA A TRABAJOS FORZADOS PARA REPARAR LA PENA-- LA TRISTEZA... PONIENDOLE MULTAS DE DIAS FELICES QUE CUMPLIR---
dejando sin alma, a lo que se llama desalmado... sin coraza posible sin tiritas... y tiritando.. algo que el viento no podria ver... el invierno heló.. y ahora como dice itoiz" El primer día de la primavera es una cosa y el primer día primaveral, otra diferente. frecuentemente la diferencia entre ellas es más de un mes. Dicen que en el corazón de todos los inviernos vive una primavera palpitante, y detrás de cada noche, viene una aurora sonriente..."

deseooooooooooosssssss deseos

Mrs Fiddes says I am a SUPER STAR
I really love "new years" it is just like another chance to start over again, the counter set ..new life and new chances you have to achieve..
stopping looking backwards and start just walking foward, getting rid off sorrows and tragedies, gazing life through child´s eyes
the checking and balance,, generally a good year,, roaming and getting there, crossing out wishes from my private wishing well..
i started this issue three years ago.. i still have 5 more to fullfill the rest.. here we go.. these are the ones already achieved:
Current state.. so happy to have all these

fulfilled:
*Be in love and feel that love back
*living in a foreign country again and for more than a year, finding myself reinventing my life starting all over again from scracht
*travelling by car around scotland and ireland ( driving myself)
*sleep in the beach
*see u2 in live
*have my own house
*work in the secondary school
*ride a jet sky
*go to music festivals ( benicassim) ,
*sleep in tents in the beach
*Swim in a river
*wear a mini skirt at 31..alassss
*see my sister becoming a woman , a little big woman
*hogmanay in another country ( Ireland, Italy, Scotland, England)
*have a cat
*have laugh attacks and try to make happy people surrounding me
*see eoghain for the last time after february
*live in the canary islands
*speak spanish with him face to face
*find peace of mind and balance
*spend a night in Alhambra palace hotel ( since i started studying i got this for ages)
*have a car
*a massage in the arab baths in granada
*visit the alhambra again
*paragliding
*get the teaching post
*find time for me ..
*get the last tattoo
*watch movies at night with eog
(get the projector next time)
*see my friend marcos again in valencia
*live with lolyta
*ski

*go to a spa centre
*run marathons
*come back home at dawn..
*get a fly costume
*came back to glasgow and get lost and a coffee in the offshore
*go to th gft
* travel to New Zealand and Venice
*see bruce springteen in hampdem
*spent summer in scotland
the ones i still have to fulfill, ok i have 5 years more , no rush,,,written in green ( the best colour) the hope colour

* four L leading my life :Love, laughter, light y Life
*move my arse to scotland and live with Eoghain
*see the croft in Gairlogh built
*Find a job in Scotland
*Build our house wherever
*wake up with Eog every morning
*travel around Europe with a camper van
*get the grant auxiliar de conversacion aqui en escocia
*weak every morning with a kiss
*see my family very happy
*get old happy and young
*do theatre again
*see the northen lights
*go to stonehenge in midsummer night
*travel...,to india, dubroknick, Argentina ( south america in general), mexico, thailand, greece, turkey, canada, iceland, norway, holland, paris, italy, etc..
*walk santiago pilgrimage
*ride a harley or similar
*go to celtic connection festival again
*have my baby
*write more
*see estelle, mo, sam, leti, elisa...mike again
*be a warrior of light
*never lose my friends in the way.
*see mervin smale before he dies
*see alanis morrisette
*go to that Mali festival
*speak french.
*dance flamenco..
*learn windsurfing ..
*go back to the mountain cottage with the fireplace and the storm
*be happy
*have a scootter
*get rid off personal complex and manias
 +visit Mayte some day:)
i cant be happier.. al the universe is already conspiring...


and for you all---- i wish you all